1
Myron
stood over the dead body, unable to really take in that he had killed
this person.
The
other kids were cheering, but Myron felt sick. Myron blinked, and
there his girlfriend was, holding up the severed head by its white
hair.
Myron
turned and ran. He ran to the bathroom. Inside was a staff member. A
female staff member, giving a remote-control electric shock to a
female student for vomiting on the floor. Myron ran into a stall and
vomited, not caring that he was in the female restroom. A peaceful
feeling came over him as he knelt there puking up his guts. This was
one moment he had to himself, with nobody bothering him, shocking
him, telling him off, threatening him, giving him dirty looks or
forcing him to work. It might be the last time without torment that
he would get, but it was still a time when he wasn't being
tormented.
Myron
stood up, kicked the flush handle and, watching as his vomit washed
down the hole, began attempting to remove the belt around his stomach
with the electrode attached to his bare skin that was used to shock
him for misbehaviors.
He
had gotten four of the five electrodes off of his arms, legs and
stomach when he heard yelling from outside. It sounded like a
student, thankfully. So the students still had the upper hand in this
riot. It had been an hour since it had begun.
He
took a deep breath and headed back out into the hall. A girl sat
curled up against a wall, sobbing. He grabbed her by the arm. "Come
on; let's go! Or his death would have been pointless."
The
girl did not get up. "I loved him! He was my first crush and he
was always kind to me!" she shouted.
"You
were brainwashed," Myron tried to explain, but he couldn't think
of another way to explain it. "Do you like what OTHER things he
did to you?"
Five
students came running up the hallway, carrying pencils like spears
and broken halves of Bic pens like knives. The girl began to sob
harder.
"Why
are you crying?" Myron asked, trying again. This was going to be
harder than he had thought. He had thought it would be so simple.
They would sound the alarm and the entire student body would erupt,
slaughtering their way out if they had to.
But
they hadn't.
Most
of them weren't even trying
to
get out.
And
he had killed the head honcho, but instead of thanks, he was getting
hatred. Except for a few people, the ones who had watched him kill
the man. But they were the ones that simply loved chaos, not the ones
that wanted to make a political and social statement.
Once
again, Myron Jeffries, diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome at age
five, was all alone.
Myron
looked around for his one-on-one. He was nowhere to be found.
Probably escaped. Probably scareder than Myron was.
Myron
had no choice. He had to get back to his girlfriend and the kids that
had cheered at Dr. Bobby Boler's death. They were the only people
that would help him, or at least try to help him.
"The
police are here."
Myron
did a 180 and saw his girlfriend, Helen, coming up the hall towards
him.
"But
they're busy with Franz and Luigi," Helen continued, a broad
smile on her doughy face. Myron could see that her electrodes were
gone too, as was the backpack she had had to carry that Graduated
Electronic Decelerator in all the time. She looked like she hadn't
felt so good in ages. Without being forced to slouch under that
ten-pound backpack, without the wires going into her shirt and skirt,
even though she still weighed 200 pounds even after months of that
vegetarian diet and forced exercise, in Myron's opinion she was
absolutely beautiful. Bad, evil maybe, but enchanting. He knew then
that he couldn't maintain the relationship with her, or she'd seduce
him into evil with her unique charisma alone, despite all that extra
fat.
But
today he needed her help.
Because
he did not know what the flying fuck was going on.
"What's
the deal here?" he asked.
"They
hid that corpse in a washer in the home ec room," she said
calmly. "The big one, ya know? I mean, the big guy in the big
washer. I don't know what we're gonna do with Boler; we might have to
burn him to prevent them from finding your fingerprints on
him."
"What's
happening NOW?"
"We
kill the rest of them that stand in our way, and get into Stevie's
car, and leave." She was so calm. So damn mutherfuckin
calm.
"We'll
get caught."
"Do
you know how many cars there are with escapees in them? Yes, some of
us will get caught. But the ones that get away already have some
staff with them for ransom."
"For
the freedom of the oth-- the ones that get caught?"
"Yep."
She smiled. So confident.
Having
vomited up his lunch-- a nasty vegetarian lunch that looked and
smelled and tasted like cat food, but a lunch just the same-- Myron
was hungry. It wasn't that he was ready to enjoy eating so soon. He
just needed the damn food so that he wouldn't throw up again. It was
hard to explain. "Do we have time to go to the vending machine?
Or the kitchen; whichever's closer."
"I
think we can do it. If we miss Stevie, one of the others will pick us
up."
"No,
you go. I don't want you getting caught."
"YOU
go. You're the one that killed the bastard. You need
protection."
"Fine;
come with me. To the kitchen."
"HEY!
WAIT UP!"
Myron
did not want to see, so he did not turn around. It was over now. The
public and the officials would never agree to a prisoner exchange. No
matter who or how many his friends would keep prisoner until they let
him go... they would not let him go.
"I'm
sorry, man, it's me."
Myron
almost fainted with relief. It was just Jeremy. Jeremy, the kid in
his class who had been shocked for asking to go to the nurse, then
vomited all over his keyboard.
"I'm
going to the kitchen. Where you headed?"
"I
was looking for you, man! Where were you all this time?"
"In
the bathroom and trying to convince people to come with us."
"Damn!
We gotta get out of here NOW."
"I
know. I guess there's no time for food."
But
as they passed the kitchen, Myron quickly grabbed an unfinished bowl
of something that looked like dog food, and then he and Jeremy rushed
to the nearest exit.
What
a cacophony. Police cars, ambulances, even three fire trucks. They
hadn't even planned to set the school on fire, but come to think of
it, that wasn't a bad idea. But there was no time now. He had a
feeling the ones that stayed behind would do it, though. They would
have nothing to lose. Hitting rock bottom was funny sometimes. The
only way to go was up.
There
were other vehicles too. Cars, vans, trucks, station wagons, buses.
Their thousand friends from the International Incident Initiators had
turned up just like they'd planned. Suddenly Myron felt so much
better, knowing there was not one, not two, not three, but one
thousand people
in this world that he could trust.
It
was Anything Goes now. No more "this one in this vehicle, that
one in that other one over there". Jeremy, Myron, Helen and
three others, including a teacher, filed onto a school bus, the
multicolored psychedelic one that had probably been painted by
hippies.
The
bus was so full Myron had to sit in the aisle near the front. Younger
children sat on older kids' and adults' laps. Others were crammed
three to a seat meant for two. There wasn't enough room in the aisle
for everyone to sit, so some had to stand. One girl stood holding a
three-year-old because there was no space to put him down. She leant
against the emergency door in the back, hoping she and the child
would not fall through. It was scary to look at them. One young boy
straddled the back of a seat, holding onto the ceiling, his right leg
between the two fat teenagers sitting in the seat he was
straddling.
Everything
had to go. No space, even under the seats. One of the International
Incident Initiators yelled at the rest to throw their backpacks,
lunch bags and books out the windows. Soon books, pencil cases, even
geometry sets flew or were passed here and there until they got to
the windows and were thrown out. Then the driver started shouting at
them to stop because they might cause an accident with so many
vehicles and now stuff all over the road and the parking lots.
The
bus finally got to the road. "It's a miracle!" someone
exclaimed.
"Nope,
it ain't," a kid with dreadlocks said. "Look."
Myron and the others looked. There was a great crowd of students, some laughing and some crying, some children as young as four and some prisoners as old as sixty who had been there for most of their lives. They had formed a human chain. Even the youngest and the oldest and the most disturbed did not move even when they were sprayed with gas and then Mace. They were distracting the police, then a group of teens (those three black guys from New York that had always hung out together in the Big Reward Store at the school) went and grabbed a gun out of an open police car while the officers continued to spray at the human chain.
The
bus was driving so fast that some of the younger kids were screaming.
Then they passed by two cars crashed into each other, on fire, and
soon everyone
was
screaming.
But
Helen was calm.
Perched
on the leg of a fat person sitting on a seat, her legs in the aisle,
Helen said, "You'd think that they were kidnapping us."
"Well,
technically, they are," a 3--I member said. "It's not what
the student wants that goes here; it's what the judge thinks they
would have wanted if they were competent."
"Fuckin'
shitheads!" a nearby teenager said, attempting to spit on the
floor (but the spit landed in a girl's lap instead and the girl
screamed and slapped him).
"WHO
YOU CALLIN SHITHEADS!" the biggest person on the bus said. He
had a whole seat to himself and a sleeping child lay on his stomach,
which was like a shelf or table or bed, depending on what you wanted
to use it as.
"Them,
not us. Not you," one of the 3--I members assured him, patting
his shoulder. He calmed down, but looked totally taken aback at this
gentleness. He was used to getting zapped under the skin and into his
muscles for lesser transgressions, like blowing his nose in class
(into a kleenex, so what the problem was, Myron did not know) because
it had thick gloopy green snot oozing out of it.
Myron
wondered how his friends were doing in the other vehicles. Who had
been caught and who was still on the run? Who was still rioting and
who had been neutralized, and who had just given up? Who had managed
to escape, perhaps even on foot? There was one couple, members of
3--I, that had an apartment on the same long street as the school.
Surely the fuzz wouldn't do door-to-door searches, would
they?
Jeremy
must have been thinking the same thing. "HEY!" he shouted
at the people in the back and on the sides where the windows were.
"Look and see who's doing what!"
"They
just got Heather!" a girl in their class said.
Even one of the captured teachers joined in, saying "They just got Bethany! They just got Lisa! They just got-- nope, he broke free again!"
"Where
we going?" Jeremy, who was sitting closest to the driver,
asked.
"To
the Arizona desert. We're going to get into different vehicles once
we get to the shipyard, then go cross some state lines!"
It
seemed so unlikely. Like a dream. Jeremy opened his eyes as wide as
he could, preparing to wake up and find himself in his room in the
Hope House residence, under his bug-infested blanket, still attached
to the GED, the backpack right there next to him and a camera
watching his every move from high in the corner of the room.
Next
Jeremy slapped himself. Then he bit his arm till he tasted
blood.
"Jeremy,
what the fuck you doing?" his friend, Lester, shouted over the
din from where he sat in the front seat on the aisle, with a captured
teacher next to him on the inside.
"Trying
to find out if this is real!"
Then
Lester started abusing himself too, trying to wake up because this
really wasn't funny. Lester became angry at God for giving him this
dream and thus reminding him that he could be free. He bit his lip
until he tasted blood, poked himself in the eye, punched himself in
the head. But he still didn't wake up, and now he had burning pains
in his lip and his eye and he felt woozy.
"Let's
see who can go the longest without passing out," Jeremy said,
watching Lester and giving up on this being a dream.
One
of the International Incident Initiators had been watching. His
stomach hardened. He wondered if coming and getting these kids was a
good idea or not. What if the school was right? What if the kids were
safer there? He watched as Jeremy and Lester squeezed each other's
necks, waiting for one of them to pass out. He watched the young man
who had spat in the girl's lap yelling at the driver to stop at a
place they passed that he knew was a brothel. He watched a boy
shaking so hard he was rattling the seat... not from a seizure but
from not taking his Cogentin, which wore off before the medication he
was taking Cogentin to quash the side effects of did.
Indeed,
none of the students had their medications with them, and even though
most were not on medication, everyone knew that most of them should
be. The school had used punishments rather than medication to keep
the students in line, but the students had still been suffering in
silence all along at that school without their medication. So,
regardless of the fact that they hadn’t been on meds at Hope House,
they needed medication.
The
3--I member who saw the guy shaking and the other kids losing it had
an idea. He yelled at the driver to turn on the radio full blast,
then yelled at everyone to sing along as, coincidentally, "I
WANT TO BREAK FREE! I WANT TO BREAK FREEEE!" flooded the bus and
even shook the windows a little.
This
calmed them down, although, naturally, there was still some
scratching, head banging, skin picking, nose picking, hair pulling,
teeth grinding and skin rubbing. These students needed calming
stimulation, not forced sensory deprivation through isolation. Why
had he almost forgotten this, after a year of training with the
International Incident Initiators, the best underground activist
group in the world as far as he knew?
Myron
was crying like a baby girl as he thought about his mother, and about
probably never seeing her again, at least not for a long time. He
cried as he sang I Want To Break Free. He cried as he and his friend
Bartholomew took a leaf out of Jeremy and Lester's book and tried to
strangle each other into unconsciousness. He cried as he "talked
shop" with Helen and the driver about the inhumane procedures at
Hope House and the intricacies of their plan. But then something
cheered him up: he remembered that his mother had put him in this
situation in the first place by sending him to that dad-blasted
school.
And
so he started a new game... the Bragging War. It went like
this:
Myron:
"My mom knew I would get shocked if I even slouched a little
even before she sent me to Hope House!"
Jeremy:
"So? My mom kicked me in the nuts when I tried to shoplift and
she had left my GED in the car. I was on a home visit with no staff
and I had taken the 'lectrodes off in the car and nobody noticed
until we got in the store!"
Dannisse
(girl who had gotten spat on): "SO? MY DAD raped me and my mom
didn't believe me. When I told her she slapped me. When I came here I
told her about the abuse here and she didn't believe me because of
that. She thinks I'm a chronic liar, but I never lie! I hate liars!"
They
could still hear sirens. All around them was a mixture of emergency
vehicles and 3--I vehicles. A helicopter hovered overhead. At least
the military hadn't arrived yet. That was something good to think
about.
Everyone
on the bus was speculating.
"They've
got the pictures of us. They'll never let us over the state
borders."
"I
heard someone say we're gonna go through a secret tunnel."
"To
the plains of Arizona or something."
"The
desert
of
Arizona."
"What's
there?"
"Nothing...
just desert."
A
3--I member, Sharona, looked at the GPS on the phone she had
confiscated from one of the teachers, and showed the student sitting
next to her. "We're not going to Arizona. 'The desert of
Arizona' is actually a code word we used in our planning, for 'The
forests of Canada'. Remember that tunnel between Canada and the US
that was on the news a few years back? They used it to smuggle drugs.
Well, we've got another one. We just need to get to our private
airport in the woods here. Nobody knows we have a runway and we built
our plane in the woods so that nobody would suspect."
The
student, Igor, was impressed.
Suddenly,
there were less vehicles, and then they were in the woods. And then
suddenly, it was dark.
The
bus suddenly stopped. The driver got out and yelled, "YOU ALL
STAY IN THERE!" The ones in front could see him passing in front
of the bus and then saying "We got Boler reeeeeal good!"
Jeremy
could tell it was a code sentence when the solid back of the tunnel
suddenly swung open like a door and light streamed in. The driver ran
back into the bus, looked behind at two cars that were also in the
tunnel, then floored it. The bus shot into the light. Jeremy stood up
in time to see the two cars following the bus into the light, but was
quickly knocked down by the movement of the bus. Then the bus
screeched to a stop again.
Myron
blinked, stood up and looked out the window. They were in a long
passageway, going straight ahead, and the driver of the bus was
trying very hard not to knock people over. Yes, people! Twenty or
thirty people, clapping and cheering, standing on wooden platforms
along the edges of the tunnel. About half of them were wearing
International Incident Initiators shirts. Others wore other orange
clothing. Orange was the 3--I color.
Some
3--I members were also holding signs. WELCOME BACK. YOU ARE FREE
NOW.
WELCOME
TO THE FREE WORLD.
One
even said, "We are trying to get Dr. B.B. excommunicated from
the synagogue."
The
two cars were unmarked 3--I vehicles. Out of them came more students
and 3--I members.
Myron
felt like he was in a dream as he ran to his friend Isis and hugged
her and screamed and cried like what
he thought only a
girl could
scream and cry like.
She was alive! And she had made it to the hideout!
But
what would happen next?
"ATTENTION!"
a man shouted through a bullhorn, as if on cue. "We have been
informed that we are not to wait for the rest, but to continue on to
the runway and take off. We have enough prisoners and students. The
rest will keep the enemy busy."
Myron
grinned at Isis and Isis grinned at Jeremy and Jeremy grinned at
Lester and Lester grinned at the 3--I member standing next to him.
Nobody, except for nutjobs on message forums on the internet, had
ever openly called Hope House or Dr. B.B. enemies before.
And
so they got on the bus and drove for hours into the darkness, the
headlights of the bus and the two cars being the only lights outside
the vehicles.
And
then there was light again. Myron jumped up and looked around, before
falling on Helen's head and having to apologize. Before he fell, he
saw a kid with a bloody nose, a girl with a bald spot and blood clots
in her hair, a huge bump on a 3--I member's head and a bloody gash on
a so-called “retarded” kid's forearm. Had the so-called
“lower-functioning” students really done all that?
They
were in a clearing, and everyone knew it was time to get off the bus.
They jumped out through the windows and the emergency door, and the
rest fell out through the front door on top of each other, anxious to
get out, knowing or, in the case of some of the so-called
low-functioners, sensing, that they were in a race against time and
that their friends were putting their lives on the line to give them
a chance at freedom.
They
piled into the plane. Isis, Helen, Jeremy, Lester and Myron were
separated in the chaos, but it didn't matter. This could be their
last day on Earth and they were going to make the best of it.
Myron
played tic-tac-toe with the so-called retarded boy, and both were
crying the whole time.
Helen
got up to help two 3--I members serve water and fried bannock-- they
had never heard of it, but it was wonderful.
Jeremy
taught a boy diagnosed
with
“Williams Syndrome” how to play Flatliners, like he and Lester
had been playing on the bus trying to strangle each other.
Lester
wrote good-bye notes to his family and sealed them in a metal canteen
a 3--I member gave him. The 3--I member was walking around asking for
notes to outsiders to put in the canteen. Lester was proud of what he
had written. He had astonished himself with intellectuality that he
had never known he had possessed. He knew that they would probably
survive, but he grinned just thinking about how heroic he was acting
and how he was going to be able to be even more heroic as an activist
if they succeeded in this, their first mission.
Isis
gossiped with Dannisse about all that had happened at Hope House.
Finally, after five years of court-approved captivity, they were able
to talk freely about what had gone on there.
Myron
had been
diagnosed with “Asperger's
Syndrome”,
and he knew an autistic person when he saw one. He felt a rush of
empathy as he heard the autistic kids moaning and screeching and saw
their hands over their ears, as the plane took off. One girl moaned,
"Oh, God!", looking at them with the same expression Myron
had on his face.
"It'll
all be f--" Myron began, then shut up when he remembered that
this particular group of autistic kids hated noise. They had all
fallen to the ground in pain when they had heard the sound of another
student receiving a shock at Hope House. The teacher had thought they
were imitating the kid or exaggerating their pain for him hoping the
shocks would stop forever. And so they had then received shocks too,
and screamed even louder, and gotten frightened by their own and each
other's screaming, and had henceforth walked around in a doped-up
zombie daze, though they weren't doped up with anything but their own
shock chemicals.
Instead
of talking to the kids, Myron told a 3--I member about their problem.
The 3--I member said she would see what she could do, and ran all
over and came back with some cotton balls and Q-tips for that
group of autistics. The Q-tips were for unblocking their ears, the
cotton balls for plugging them.
Meanwhile,
at the back of the plane, Sharona led some small children in a
singing chant: "I don't know but it's been told!"
"I
don't know but it's been told!" the kids echoed. Sharona
wondered why these kids, who seemed perfectly able to follow
directions, had been at Hope House. Until, that is, Myron told her
they were autistics with echoalia.
"Dr.
Boler's mean and cold!" she singsonged, and they repeated
her.
Next
was "I don't know but it's been said; Dr. Bobby Boler's
dead!"
And
then cheers erupted. It seemed they had forgotten to inform everyone
that Myron had killed Bobby Boler.
Myron
suddenly felt a panic attack coming on, ran to the bathroom and
vomited. But this was more than just a panic attack... or a heart
attack. His ears were ringing, he was freezing cold and shaking and
he felt a huge solid dark lump of something behind his right eye. He
suddenly had indigestion. He suddenly had shortness of breath. His
vision blurred for no reason.
"So
all you have left is your mind," Myron told himself. "What
is seven times nine?" But he couldn't think of the answer.
Suddenly, he couldn't move or talk. He couldn't even control where
his eyes went. Was this a panic attack? A heart attack? A stroke?
He
had all the symptoms of a stroke.
Yeah,
he must be having a stroke.
2
It
was the middle of the night when the plane touched down on the Runway
at the Camp. There were three big structures and woods all around.
There was the Runway, which nearly the entire population volunteered
to cover up with sod to hide. There was the Bunker, the entrance
being a door in the runway. There was also the Lodge.
Bartholomew
had always wanted to live in the country, where he was free to run
and yell and shout and scream and rock back and forth with nobody
trying to stop him or make him feel guilty. His idiot parents had
insisted on keeping him in the city for "educational purposes"
and Hope house had been the result. Idiots. He was already
twenty-one, and after age twenty-one if you're still at Hope House
you probably will be for life. That was just the way it went.
Jeremy
smiled as he looked up at all the attention they were getting. As he
helped dismantle the plane to hide the pieces in the Bunker, he had
heard hooting and whistling and clapping and cheering. And he saw so
many signs.
WELCOME
HOME.
AUTISTICS
SPEAK.
NOTHING
ABOUT US WITHOUT US.
I
DON'T SUFFER FROM SCHIZOPHRENIA, I ENJOY IT.
3--I
members hung out of the Lodge windows and overcrowded the gallery.
One fell off and landed with a crack on his head, and several more
rushed over to help.
Jeremy
looked at the signs and by reading more of them, he could confirm
that these people had mental illnesses too.
He
was in good hands.
3
It
was crap for dinner.
Well,
not exactly crap, and way better than the cat and dog food from Hope
House, but Jeremy wished he could have had pizza instead.
All
the 3--I had been able to afford to buy for the students and
themselves was dollar-store snacks. The Rice Krispies squares were
good, but the other stuff turned the mess hall into a vomitorium and
forced the students and their food outside while the two 3--I
janitors cleaned it all up, then ran outside to vomit over the
railing themselves.
Most
of the kids gave their food to the fattest guy, the one who had sat
on the bus with a child laying on his belly. His name was Marck, and
he was quite nice, actually. He enjoyed the wafers, cheap cookies,
cheap crackers, cheap candy, cheap breadsticks with cheap chocolate
dip, cheap mandarin oranges in cheap water, and cheap whatever
else.
"I
don't understand why they're all getting so sick!" Sharona
wailed. "I guess they're used to the shit they were eating at
that school. I told you we should have gone hunting for them instead
of wasting time making those signs!"
"How
dare you call something I propose a waste of time!" roared
another member in a British accent.
"Hunting
takes more work. The kids were very happy with the signs. Just as
happy as they would have been with meat," the driver of one of
the cars said.
Jeremy,
Helen, Lester, Dannisse, Isis, Igor, Bartholomew, and the boy with
dreadlocks (whose name was Saul) sat around in the Lodge in the large
lounge... the one place that seemed familiar to them. In a wierd way,
it eased their culture shock. As much as they hated Hope House, Hope
House had been very well-decorated with modern and stimulating
accessories and full of plush furniture and fancy media centers.
The
news was on, but none of them were watching.
"Where's
Myron?" Helen asked.
"He's
dead," Jeremy said.
"Seriously.
Where's Myron?"
"He's
dead," Jeremy repeated.
"Dannisse,"
Helen said, growing impatient, "Where's Myron?"
"He's
dead," Dannisse said.
Dannisse
never lied. Helen began to sob.
"Where
is he?" Isis asked.
A
3--I member suddenly appeared in the door. "Are all of you
friends of Myron Jeffries?"
They
all nodded.
"Come
with me."
Myron's
friends went with the 3—I member. The 3--I member, Benjamin, led
them across the field and opened a door in the ground, which was
covered in freshly-laid grass. Inside was a stairwell, or rather, a
rampwell, descending deep into the ground.
In
they went. As they descended, they passed by labeled doors.
ACTIVISM
LIBRARY.
MEDICAL
EXAMINATION ROOM.
GYMNASIUM.
FILE
ROOM.
BUNKER
OFFICE.
Then
they passed by a room that they could tell was very large. They could
hear people screaming from within. "OPEN DA DOORS!"
Helen
recognized the voice of the teacher that had shocked her classmate
who had asked to go to the nurse, resulting in him vomiting over his
keyboard and having to pay for a new one with the reward points he
had spent a year accumulating. Helen smiled. She was happy that
teacher, Edmund Brewster, was now locked up.
Finally,
they reached the very bottom. The door said: MORGUE.
It
was a makeshift morgue, next to the room with the generator. The
ex-students filed in, looking everywhere but at the three trays with
bodies on them.
Yes,
there were three bodies, and two of them were unrecognizable.
"This
here," the 3--I member said, "is Augustus Bjorn. He jumped
in front of one of the buses on purpose."
"What's
he doing here?" Jeremy asked, trying to distract himself from
the fact that Myron was dead. He looked at Lester, who was trying to
control his eyes, trying to stop them from continually snapping back
to the slab with the recognizable body on it. The slab with his best
friend on it.
"We
had to move him to prevent an accident," the 3--I member said.
"We also want to be prosecuted for as few murders as
possible."
"You
want to be prosecuted?" Isis asked. Isis had a bit of a learning
disability, Jeremy reasoned, so of course she would misunderstand
some things.
"I
meant that we don't want to be. We want as little prosecution as
possible, preferably none. But you make a good point, without even
meaning to. Prosecution for taking you guys out of there could
actually be a good thing. But it could work either way. The public
might be sympathetic if the courts come down too hard on us. Then
again, they might also be scared to do anything about it if the
courts come down too hard on us."
"I'm
scared," Lester whimpered.
Lester
had thought it didn't get any worse than being at Hope House. Now he
knew it did. He could end up back at Hope House with a criminal
record.
4
The
3--I members let them alone with their dead friend for a few minutes
before ushering them out of the morgue. "Now, do any of you need
to talk to someone? Bob here is a counselor."
"I'll
take you all... sightseeing a little bit while we talk,"
Benjamin said. "What would you all like to see first?"
"I
wanna torture the teachers!" Isis said.
"I
don't know about that," the 3--I member named Christolph said.
"But I'll take you to see
the
teachers."
There
came a roar of human voices as the door to the jail area was opened.
No words; just sounds. It appeared that these teachers had a very low
tolerance for disrespect. Yet they had wanted, and gotten, years of
respect from the students... all in vain. How could a few hours
locked up do so much harm to these people who had had to watch
slaughterhouse movies before being accepted as Hope House staff,
these people who had forced JoAnn Keston to stab herself with a knife
and punished her for refusing, then punished her again even more for
doing it.
These
people who had applied the electrodes to Jody Blum's head when it
wasn't even FDA-approved to use on hands and feet, who had caused
Misha Grant to cardiac arrest in math class after shocking him for
slouching? The so-called people who had punished the new student,
Rudy McCall, for complaining of medication withdrawals, until Jeremy
had found him dead in his bed one morning after being shocked for not
waking him up.
Jeremy
could not shake the thought away, and did not want to. He couldn't
get it out of his head... the shocks they had given his roommate
before realizing he was dead.
5
Meanwhile,
Hope House was on fire.
Geeta
was ecstatic. It was burning... to the ground.
It
was all burning. Computers, chairs, desks, fancy reward-area stuff.
Never again would she have to sit mindlessly typing the same answers
into the computer for hours, doing the same exercise over and over
because she would be shocked if she stopped for more than ten
seconds.
Where
would they go? Worst case scenario: jail. Geeta was excited. Jail had
so many freedoms. You had the option to work and get paid, but it
wasn't mandatory. There was good food in the commissary rather than
Bobby Boler's strict vegetarian diet banning everything from meat to
bread to grain to sugar to salt to dairy products. Even some fruit
and vegetables were banned. Geeta's diet had consisted mostly of
lettuce.
Geeta
wanted a honey bun.
She
wanted her own room. In jail she had had her own cell.
She
wanted the freedom to sleep and not be zapped out of bed or zapped
for sleeping in class because she had been zapped all night for
breathing too loud and hadn't slept as a result.
She
wanted the chance to talk to her friends.
She
wanted the chance to share things with friends. Once she had gotten
zapped for sharing a slice of pizza with Tory Allen because Tory
hadn't earned that "reward".
Geeta
knew she'd better act fast if she wanted to get out of Hope House's
clutches.
She
had to commit a crime.
What
crime, though?
She
hadn't set fire to the school. Heather and Laurent had. But she could
keep the fire burning.
Geeta
ran out to the road, amidst the pushing and pulling of the crowd, and
started picking up the schoolbooks that the students on the bus had
thrown out, to keep the fire going.
"Geeta,
what are you doing?"
Geeta
whirled around. It was Heather.
Geeta
then realized a few books made no difference; all she was doing was
making sure they wouldn't make her read those books again for a
while. She felt embarrassed.
"Come
make yourself useful," Heather said.
She
led Geeta right into the burning building.
"What
are you--?"
"We'll
get out before the fire consumes this part; don't worry,"
Heather said. "Lisa and Alphonse are guarding the fire and
keeping watch on it."
Inside,
Luigi and Nikita were smashing things up. Fancy plant pots, fancy
sculptures, the glass in the frames of the fancy colorful prints that
hung on almost all the walls. Nikita smashed some fancy computers
while Luigi attacked the fancy couches and armchairs with a knife
from the kitchen.
Geeta's
eyes fell on the fancy curtains and she ran over to them to rip them
down.
6
The
body of Professor Bobby Boler lay still upon a carpeted hallway
floor, the head feet away from the larger piece, the two pieces
linked by a trail of blood. Flames had already begun to lick at it,
surrounding it on the floor. But that didn't stop Ichabod Eisenhower
from bending over it and removing the wallet and gold timepiece from
the pockets. Ichabod then took off his name tag and threw it into the
flames, then ran outside to join the students.
It
was payback time. Ichabod had taken this job for the money only, not
because he had believed in Boler's cause.
He had shocked a student for asking for more food in the cafeteria because she was still hungry after eating just a half bagel filled with lettuce.
He
had shocked a student for slipping and falling in the shower because
his arm had been chained to the outside of the shower due to the
electrode, so he had lost his balance. Yes, he had shocked Jacques
Mattson while he was in the shower... and he had been electrocuted.
How could Ichabod forget his name? How could he forget his face? How
could he forget that he hadn't been charged, the death had been ruled
an accident, and Ichabod had stayed at Hope House shocking
people?
It
was payback time.
JoAnn
Keston, Jody Blum, and Rudy McCall's identical twin brother, whose
name was also Rudy McCall (which, despite their different middle
names, had thrice caused him to get shocked for things his brother
had done) ran through the smoky hallway, holding hands so that they
wouldn't lose each other.
There
was a teacher running after them.
He
was yelling and actually seemed crazed. "It's not safe! Get back
here!" he yelled. "Get back here now; it's not safe!"
The
three students were horrified.
"I
think I'll decide for myself what's safe and what's not, thank you,"
Rudy said. The other two were too busy choking on the thickening
smoke.
Ichabod
didn't know what to do. He was trying to pay these kids back for
abusing them, trying to help them now. Didn't they know that they
were heading straight into the fire? Didn't they know that thickening
smoke meant more fire?
"The
fire is right up ahead! You need to get out! You're gonna run into
it!"
The
three kids stopped short and turned around, still holding
hands.
Ichabod
then realized something. He had given them a reason, and they had
obeyed. Not because he was a teacher. That clearly didn't matter now.
It wasn't his authority that had saved them, but a simple
explanation.
7
Jeremy
and Lester anxiously fixed their hair as they sat in front of the
webcam. The shocks for failing to maintain a neat appearance had
never quite left them.
"Now
Jeremy, you go first," the 3--I member named Sharona said. "What
would you like to say to the media, the government, or the people at
Hope house?"
"Losers!"
Lester said.
"Let
Jeremy speak for himself. You'll have your turn after."
Jeremy
took a deep breath.
"I
want to tell my friends at Dope House, keep going! Don't stop. This
is your one chance. Once it's gone, so are you."
Jeremy
took another deep breath and continued.
"To
the staff: We act like idiots because of you, not despite you. But
yeah, maybe to
spite
you."
Jeremy
had more to say, but he couldn't remember. There was just too much to
remember. So he said that. "There's so much to remember and so I
have more to say, but not now; I can't remember."
"Write
it down when you remember it, for later," Sharona said.
"I
will."
"Lester?"
Sharona said.
Lester
opened his mouth.
"You
killed one of my best friends," he said. "Myron Jeffries.
He probably wouldn't have died if we hadn't had to riot. Otherwise he
would have died in Hope house." Lester paused. "Also,
aversives are cruel and evil because they don't work BECAUSE they're
cruel and evil."
"That's
what I forgot to say!" Jeremy said. The two 3--I members with
them beamed at them both.
"And
now, Jeremy and Lester, what do you want to happen?"
"I
been thinking long and hard about this," Lester said. "Starting
when I was daydreaming about breaking out and being free. Who says
daydreams are bad? They certainly turned out productive in this case.
So this is what I want. I want us to keep at least one of the
teachers prisoner here until our friends are released. And I want you
to go easy on our friends. I don't want any punishments for them. Or
worse, restraints. Cuz if I hear about one little asshole shithead
thing you did to my friends back there, Ima keep your friend Tina
Smirnoff captive for fucking ever. Do you understand?"
Jeremy
and Lester had a special interest concerning Tina Smirnoff. They had
visited her in the jail section of the Bunker, and she had threatened
to shock them when she was freed. The bitch had always been arrogant.
She had called Helen overweight in gym class when Tina had actually
been fatter than Helen, and Tina had just been yelling at everyone to
run faster on the treadmills while Tina had sat there eating a candy
bar.
Helen
was in the office with them. She left, went to the bathroom, looked
at her face in the mirror. It was the face of a psychopath.
Helen
hated it. Why did God have to pick her to be a murderer?
Well,
she might as well get used to it and like it. And maybe even put it
to good use.
"There.
That's it," she told herself. "Being miserable gets you
nowhere."
"Hi,
Helen."
It
was Dannisse, standing in the doorway.
"Uh,
hi."
"We're
doing the funeral in about an hour. Myron was declared dead
finally."
"What
do you mean, Dannisse? He was already dead when they found
him."
"They
did everything they could to save him. Apparently, anyways. And they
laid him out for three days just to be sure."
Helen
couldn't believe she had been there for three days.
Immediately,
Helen felt embarrassed and ashamed. When Dannisse had told her that,
why hadn't she automatically thought about her boyfriend lying on a
cart in the morgue? Why had she instead thought about herself, and
how long she had been at the 3--I headquarters? She was so
self-absorbed!
Helen
started to cry. She was a psychopath, she was no good.
Dannisse
looked shocked at the
tears...
a further testament, Helen decided, to how psychopathic Helen must
have acted up until now.
8
The
standoff finally ended four days after it had begun.
They
were scattered and separated. But they had not felt so free in their
lives.
Heather
had been captured by the army, Geeta by the police, and Luigi by a
do-gooder firefighter who was helping the police. Nikita had left
with the last group of 3--I members. There were road blocks, but
luckily there was a hiding place behind the basement wall of a 3--I
member that lived nearby.
Laurent
had found Jody, JoAnn, Rudy and Ichabod. Ichabod, the only one who
looked old enough to be a police officer, was wearing a police
uniform taken from a policeman they had found in a hallway with his
throat slit. He was leading the three kids toward an abandoned police
car, and they were pretending to follow him. Pretending to have given
up.
There
were bodies in the kitchen.
There
were bodies in the bathroom.
There
were bodies hidden all around the school too. Laurent had helped
Helen stuff one into the big washer in the home ec room and then
later returned to blow the washer up; and then helped Nikita stuff
one into the boiling-water vat under the steam table in the cafeteria
(which they then blew up). Laurent and Nikita had worked tirelessly
for four days, taking Ritalin from the school pharmacy to keep
themselves awake and alert and aware and vigilant, stuffing bodies
into a bank of lockers which they then set on fire, sticking one in
between the pile of mats in the gym storage area and sticking two
more in the cage full of basketballs before dropping the balls all
around them again. Then they had set the mats and balls on
fire.
They
had left alone the bodies of other students and 3--I members,
however. Those were Geeta's responsibility. Geeta was guarding them
in the nurse's office while manning the pharmacy, doling out Ativan
to anxious students who happened to pass by the pharmacy, and even to
one cop who had held a gun on her.
But
now the whole school was burning anyway.
Geeta
didn't know what vehicles belonged to who anymore. All the students
she knew were gone. Who was a real policeman and who was a 3--I
member in disguise? Who was a student and who was a plainclothes
policeman? Who was a paramedic and who was just pretending to be,
letting cops and teachers bleed to death?
Why,
that was it!
Geeta
started to go around to all the ambulances to look for people
pretending to be medics. If they were a real medic, they couldn't
arrest her. Maybe she would get away with some 3--I members in an
ambulance.
9
Back
at the Camp, Helen watched as Jeremy and Lester gently laid the pine
box containing their dead friend down on the grass.
He
was her boyfriend, her special sweet best friend, and now she would
not talk to him until she was dead herself, or perhaps never.
"Do
you want to say something, Helen?" the 3--I member asked,
climbing out of the hole in the ground and laying down his
shovel.
Helen
shook her head. But then she thought of something.
"He
was my best friend since seventh grade in Hope House," she said.
"Or as we say, Dope House, because it's full of dopey
staff."
Now
everyone's eyes were on her.
"He
was a good person. He really was. He is the one that killed Bobby
Boler. Now they're going to say that we killed Myron, that if it
weren't for us rioting and escaping he would still be alive. That's
bullcrap. He was already dying before we did that. It was inevitable
whether we rioted or not. He died a slow painful death of
discrimination and hatred from the staff there. And if he hadn't been
at Hope-- Dope House, he wouldn't have even started to die, and would
still be alive today."
Jeremy
nodded. "It was the stress that killed him."
They
passed by the pine box one by one, each placing something on it.
Marck placed his court papers on it. Lester placed a
newly-printed-out Patient's Bill of Rights on it. Jeremy left a copy
of the US Constitution on it, Dannisse a copy of the UN's declaration
on the rights of the child, Bartholomew a blank psychiatric advance
directive paper, Isis a patient guide from an institution more humane
than Hope House, Saul a copy of a news article sympathetic to the
students rather than Boler & Company.
After
the two 3--I members finished placing the coffin containing Myron's
body in the grave and shoveling the dirt over it, and putting sod
over that to hide it, Sharona stood up.
She
held up a stainless steel plaque. "I would have placed this
right there," she said, nodding at the head of the grave. "But
that would have looked suspicious to anyone passing overhead. So I'm
going to give it to you, Helen, to keep safe until we can give your
friend a proper burial elsewhere."
The
plaque said: "Here lies Myron Jeffries, 1996-2012, an Aspie for
freedom."
10
Jeremy
sat in the dorm on a lower bunk, jacking off and spilling his seed
into a plastic glass.
Isis
walked in on him.
"Hi,
Jeremy," she said totally nonchalantly. Jeremy again reasoned
that Isis was learning-disabled but was angry at her and her
disability for interrupting his me-time.
But
wait. Maybe he could get something out of this. She was an attractive
girl.
"I
can't get over this," Jeremy heard himself say at the same time
Isis said exactly the same thing.
Isis
nodded.
"My
one consolation is you. You girls are so hot. So I think about you
instead whenever I start to think about Myron."
Isis
blushed and tried to control her eye movements toward the cup of
semen on the floor.
"Myron
had Helen, Lester has Dannisse, it's only right I should get
you."
They
moved closer together.
Jeremy
expected more resistance, maybe some embarrassment, but Isis was
handling it like a pro in no time. Jeremy realized that while Isis
may have a learning disorder, she was still just as capable, and just
as capable of consenting too. He had expected her to bungle it up,
though he wouldn't have minded. But she was the one leading. Jeremy
said, "Fuck!" He hated himself for assuming he could use
her, when it was her using him. She was so smart, and he had treated
her, in his mind, like she was stupid.
Isis
was no object.
"I'm
sorry, Isis," he said out loud.
"What?"
Isis said, between kisses.
"I
thought they were right about you. I was a dick to think that. I was
truly brainwashed."
"I
thought they were right about you too," Isis whispered, looking
and nodding at the bruises on Jeremy's neck from when he and Lester
had played Flatliners on the bus. "I was brainwashed too. But
we're not shallow any more, are we."
"Oh,
I'm so sorry!" someone shouted from the doorway before dashing
out of sight.
Jeremy
and Isis hadn't even noticed anyone there. It was a 3--I member, a
3--I member who had almost walked in on them.
And
he wasn't trying to stop them.
11
Dannisse
had never washed dishes in her life, but now she was doing so with no
effort whatsoever.
That
was because they were talking, and Dannisse was interested in the
subject.
At
Dope house, Dannisse had been forced to do everything in silence.
Even when she had had enough reward points to be able to talk to
another student, the student she wanted to talk to often hadn't had
enough reward points to talk to her. Yes, socialization at Dope House
as a privilege, not a right. Eating, drinking, going to the bathroom,
asking a question, sleeping, and being let out of the seclusion cell
were all privileges too.
Even
seeing a counselor had been a privilege. You had to pay to see the
counselor with your reward points.
That
was what they were talking about now.
"I
was shocked for asking to go to the restroom," a kid named
Lonnie said. "Almost shat on myself."
"So?
I had to pay with my reward tokens to leave class early so that I
could go to the nurse for my burns... yes, BURNS," Helen said,
waving around a handful of knives she had taken from the dishwasher.
Her anger was mounting. If it weren't for Bobby Boler and Hope House,
Myron would still be alive today. And yes, she would still have known
him. They had met in the special ed class at the regular high school
before being transferred to Hope House for the trouble they had
caused together speaking out against injustices. Helen threw the
knives into a nearby drawer.
"I
had to use mine just for a quick piss," a boy named Tony chimed
in.
"I
had to use mine to talk to my family on the phone!" Lester said,
squeezing a glass so tight in his hand that it broke. "And then
I of course didn't get a 'refund' when they refused to talk to
me."
"Les,
you're bleeding," the 3--I member named Dorsey said, nodding at
Lester's hand with the broken glass in it. Lester dropped the glass
like a hot potato, onto the floor, ker-smash, and kicked it away. He
then picked up dishes from the dishwasher and threw them into the
cupboards, breaking them all.
"Whoa.
Whoa. Whoa. Les..." Dorsey said.
Helen
knew what to do.
"Les,
you're not at Dope House any more," she said. "You can
relax."
Dorsey
took Lester out of the kitchen, gave him his extra phone he had
confiscated from a teacher, and brought him to visit and take
pictures of the teachers in the jail area, to taunt them and let off
some steam.
12
There
were two rows of cells, one above the other.
Lester's
eyes were automatically riveted to Tina Smirnoff's. Lester registered
that Tina Smirnoff was in a cell by herself while the others were
packed three or four to a cell. Even the other teachers hated
her.
Something
was bothering Tina Smirnoff. Lester could see that. He couldn't put
his finger on what, though, until Tina had no choice but to pull down
her pants in front of him and sit on the toilet while he filmed the
whole thing.
"This
is inhumane!" she sobbed as she sat with her triple-extra-large
pants around her ankles. "Inhumane."
"You're
right; it is," Lester shouted. "Now you know how I felt
with cameras in all the stalls in all the restrooms at Dope
House!"
The
other teachers were three or four to a cell and could hide the one
who was using the toilet at the moment, but Smirnoff had no such
luck; she was alone in a cell with nothing... no blankets or sheets
or extra clothes or even a mattress to hide herself with.
Some
of the other teachers were actually giggling or snorting with
laughter at Smirnoff's problem.
Smirnoff
then realized there was no toilet paper in her cell. "I have
rights, you know!" she said, still sobbing like a bloody prima
donna.
"You
waived your right to be treated like a human being when you told me I
had no rights by law," Lester retorted. He then filmed her using
her left hand as toilet paper and then having to wash her hands with
no soap.
Elsewhere
in the camp, the stories of abuse also kept gushing forth, both in
front of the webcam and away from it.
"They
made me starve for two weeks because I was having trouble with a math
problem. Then when the heath inspector came, they lied and said I was
refusing to eat."
"Tina
Smirnoff told me she needed to be big so she could hold me down, and
that we were on that crazy diet so that we would be small and easy to
restrain!"
"It
backfired on them, though. It took nine of them to get me down
because I'm so wiry now."
"Yeah,
a lot of their shit backfired. But on me too! They kept starving me
because I was getting the wrong answers on the computer, and the more
I did that, the more they would starve me. I thought I was going to
die."
Soon
it was a common sight to see a student whipping out his journal
whenever he remembered more of the abuse at Hope House. Many of them
carried journals wherever they went.
There
were sixty-four former Hope House students at the Compound, plus
almost nine hundred 3--I members. The other students and 3--I members
had been arrested or killed.
But
there was a bright side.
The
police and the media were bargaining with them now.
13
"...and
then I filmed her, and there was no soap in her cell, and she
couldn't wash one hand without getting the other full of shit, so she
just had to run her hands under the water and that was that!"
Lester finished. The whole lunch table of twenty people roared with
laughter.
Isis
felt that there was something wrong with this. And it wasn't that she
was trying to eat without hearing of grossness. That she didn't mind.
But it still seemed wrong somehow.
"Hey
Lester... are you Lester? I wanna go see them. Can I come with you
next time? Are you going back?" It was a tall malatto kid.
Lester recognized him from the Hope House basketball team (which had
always lost to its competitors, because the staff picked the players
based on their behavior rather than the students picking the players
based on their skill).
Lester
felt this was somehow off, but he nodded and beamed and just couldn't
stop himself. "Yeah, sure... what's your name again?"
"Byron.
Byron Smythe." He held out his hand.
Isis
got up to go to the bathroom to get some soap and toilet paper and
towels for the teachers. Even for Tina Smirnoff, who had denied her
her Ritalin saying she could do without it, then shocked her for not
paying attention.
"Isis,
what are you doin?"
It
was Jeremy, standing in the bathroom door.
"What's
it look like I'm doing?" Isis said.
At
least Jeremy knew that she must have a valid reason for doing what
she was doing. At least he was asking her, rather than saying
"Noooo!"
sternly
and shocking her.
"Does
this have something to do with what Lester said?" Jeremy said
casually rather than confrontationally.
"Are
you coming?" Isis blurted out.
"Okay,"
Jeremy said. Again, totally nonchalant and not grudging at all.
14
Orange.
So much orange. Helen felt like she was in a prison laundromat as she
loaded the dryer with everything from orange socks to orange mittens
to white t-shirts with orange writing on it saying "I AM
AUTISTIC; I CAN SPEAK FOR MYSELF."
"Hey,
Helen. I'm so sorry about Myron. I wanted to talk to him. He's my
hero."
It
was a little boy about seven years old, standing in the doorway to
the stairwell.
"You
can still talk to him," Helen said, not knowing what else to say
but knowing that she should do more talking herself. "Talk to
the media. It will get to him wherever he is now."
Indeed,
this was a 3--I belief that Helen had adopted... almost like a
religion. They had filmed Myron's funeral and released it to the
press, sending it to several media outlets. Partially because they
wanted the world to see that they had some dignity left, partially
because they wanted the world to see that Myron was dead and why,
partially because they wanted the world to continue to listen to
them. And partially because they wanted Myron to see that someone
recognized he had rights. Hence the placing bills of rights on his
casket.
"Come,"
Helen said, as she finished loading a washer with orange t-shirts and
turned it on. "Sharona is a good woman; have you met her?"
The
boy shook his head.
"I
didn't think so. Did you tell your story yet?"
"I'm
too scared they're going to punish me," the boy whimpered.
"Not
if we can help it. Come on; you might actually prevent
them
from punishing you by telling your story if you tell the whole truth
and nothing but the truth. Let's go see Sharona and we'll make a
video."
15
Geeta
had expected life to get better when she went to jail, but one thing
she had never expected was a standing ovation. She got that,
plus:
"YOU
GO, GIRL!"
"STAND
UP FOR YOUR RIGHTS!"
"We
watched you on the news!"
So
they put Geeta in the Hole. But that wasn't the end. The other
inmates in the Hole started shouting. Then they clapped and cheered
for five minutes until pepper spray was sprayed into the cells, and
then they continued to clap and cheer and congratulate the Special
Needs Kids for standing up for themselves. Some of them had special
needs children, and a few of them had been special needs kids
themselves.
Geeta
was worried about Heather, Nikita, Luigi and the others. Were they as
lucky as she was wherever they were?
Geeta
grinned. Their plan had worked. At least it had for her. She was
safer now than she'd been in five years.
16
The
lineup to sign up to see the psychiatrist ran the length of the
Lodge's gallery, down the stairs, across the field, past the entrance
to the Bunker, and around the Lodge three times.
The
3--I psychiatrist had just arrived with a truckload of meds ordered
off the internet, and half the 3--I members (as well as all the
ex-Hope House-students) needed something.
The
students were seen first.
It
was true that Maggie Driscoll had lain in bed all day and all night
when on her Risperdal (which was the only medication that worked on
her), but at least she hadn't been scared something would happen to
her. Maggie took her four milligrams and went to bed, happy. It
seemed like a bright future for her. What was the point in doing
anything else if she was going to live either in constant fear of
punishment, like at Hope House, or in constant fear of the man in her
head coming out of her head and murdering her, like before Hope House
and
at
Hope House?
Hope
House and its punishments hadn't taken away the voices. It had only
forced her to keep quiet about them to avoid being punished.
It
was no way to live. Maggie went to bed happy.
"Come
on, Dee, let's play hide and seek!"
It
was that seven-year-old boy, the one with so much life in him. He was
in the girls' dorm, pulling a little girl out of bed, leading her out
the door.
Maggie
began to sob.
A
life in bed was better than a life at Hope House, but she still
wished she had the energy to get up and do something.
"Maggie
Driscoll?"
Maggie
looked up. It was the 3--I doctor. With a bottle of pills and a
bottle of water.
"I
just prescribed you a stimulant. I believe that the reason why they
didn't give you one before was because they were afraid it would make
your anger issue worse. But you told me your anger was at the little
man in your head. Now that he's gone with the Risperdal, I feel it is
safe and in your best interest to give you a stimulant.
Here."
Maggie
took one and drank the water the doctor gave her.
Then
she lay back in bed, miserable, not expecting it to work.
The
doctor read her mind. "It will work," he said. "I
promise."
17
It
was true that at Hope House they had been allowed either very little
or no medication. It was a part of Bobby Boler's radical wellness
program that every student had been forced to participate in.
Helen
was starting to feel violent again, and she was one of the first
people to be seen by Dr. Mendez. Mendez gave her Risperdal and a
stimulant, Adderall, to counteract the negative effects of the
Risperdal.
Some
of the children, realizing that they would not be shocked here, had
started to self-harm again. There was blood on the grass. There was
blood on the floor in places. There was blood on some of the
bedsheets in the dorms. One girl was found cutting herself in the
shower, with hardly any blood left, and was rushed to the infirmary
for a transfusion of blood pre-donated by O-negative 3--I members,
then rushed to Dr. Mendez, who gave her loxapine to make her stop
believing from delusions she was having that she had to cut herself
and Cogentin to prevent the sometimes suicide-inducing side effects
of the loxapine.
As
Sharona walked around the mess hall that night at dinner time looking
for a place to sit, she heard snippets from conversations of the
ex-students.
"I
was on sixteen at once," Marck was saying to Saul. "Then
Dope House took me off all of them at the same time and I nearly
died. I swear, I had a heart attack. You know how Tegretol does that
when you stop it suddenly? Well, I was on 400 milligrams of that shit
and I almost fucking died. Because I was on other stuff too like
Ativan, which I was addicted to by then."
Jeremy
was telling Isis that he had been shocked for masturbating in his
room. "They caught me on camera, but there was no one in the
fucking room. So I said I'd do it in the bathroom instead and they
said I'd better not because they'd shock me twice the next time I did
it anywhere."
Helen
sat down and told Lester and Dannisse about how she'd convinced five
kids to go talk to Sharona and film themselves on the webcam telling
their stories and send them to the media.
Sharona
couldn't help but grin. Their stories were getting out. She saw
plenty of smiles in the mess hall too. And she knew then that she and
her friends had done the right thing.
Sharona
went to the front of the mess hall and shouted into the microphone at
the podium, "May I have your attention!" She then told
everyone about the new website they were starting, using their own
server and satellite dish, that nobody would be able to shut down.
Then
suddenly: "Breaking
news."
Everyone
in the mess hall looked up at the large TV on the top of the wall at
one end of the room.
"Professor
Robert Boler has been found dead
in
the Hope House ruins, and investigators have seized footage of his
death, in which a male student, Myron Jeffries, decapitates him with
a knife.
Myron Jeffries has been said to be dead
by
the radical activist organization 3--I, or the International Incident
Initiators. Footage of the funeral, which appears
to
take place in a field near a forest, was released yesterday on CNN.
Investigators believe, however, that this may be a trick to put them
off of Jeffries's trail. Nola Todd has the story."
"This
is Nola Todd, and, as you can see, I'm in front of the ruins of the
Hope House School, which burned to the ground over the last five days
while police, firefighters, and EMTs watched
and
tried to prevent
the
students and 3--I activists from doing more damage. One hundred and
four students are in custody as of this evening, and two
hundred and one are
missing. Some of the dead have been confirmed to be students but
their bodies were so badly burned that DNA tests will have to be
performed to identify them. The rest appear to have taken off with
the International Incident Initiators to an unknown
location.
However, six
hundred 3--I
members are in custody and none
of
them are talking."
The
screen showed 3--I members, their hands zip-tied behind their backs,
boarding a bus at gunpoint. But wait... Helen recognized one of them
as Nikita Norberg, a fellow student.
She
must be pretending to be a 3--I member.
Helen
turned excitedly towards her friends and started babbling.
"Poor
thing," Marck said. "She'll be identified. At least there's
no more Dope House. What other place would do that to her? I mean,
shock her like they did at Dope House."
18
It
was lucky Miriam Celente had found Ichabod and four students when she
had. Otherwise the students would have had to be taken into
custody.
Miriam
knew about the house down the street with the secret room. If she
could get there with the students, she could make fake passports for
them and transport them to the Camp safely.
"Rudy,
your twin is dead. I'm sorry," Miriam said to Rudy McCall.
Rudy
Andrew McCall sucked in his breath.
"How
did he die?"
"A
month ago. Rudy Ferris McCall died from medication withdrawal. Your
parents are suing the school."
"How
come I didn't hear about my own brother's death?"
Miriam
shrugged. "Blame it on Boler."
19
Sharona
Connaught had done everything she could to hide the location of the
Camp from the outside world.
She
had over a hundred backgrounds for her interviews with the students
that she sent to the media: blown up pictures of back alleys, blown
up pictures of kitchens and living rooms in the former households of
3--I members, blown-up pictures of brick walls and stone cave walls
and even shop windows. So now, as Sharona sat there reflecting,
scores of people deliberately passed by these places in the pictures,
having recognized them on the internet. Police stood guard there,
having already searched the places and arrested and questioned and
jailed the innocent people inside, who had nothing to do with
3--I.
The
3--I members' households were another thing. They came from all
across the nation, with their truckloads of everything. Collection
after collection, to be hidden in the tunnels and the Bunker until
places could be found for all of it. They were to now live at the
Lodge.
Igor
collected the eating utensils, Bartholomew the dishes, Marck the cups
and glasses. The pile of luxuries... things not needed for
survival... was growing, and was to be put on tables in the mess hall
for people to just take. Boxes and boxes of collections. A collection
of tea sets, teddy bears, potpourri, cushion covers, fountain pens,
figurines, old encyclopedias, rag dolls, action figures, an
artificial Christmas tree. Collections of snow globes, fake flowers,
rubber grapes on plastic grape vines, and even children's books. The
Lodge was looking homier and homier. And the children were delighted
to have more things to play with and read and wear. Up until now,
they had had only two changes of clothes each: their Hope House
uniforms they had been wearing when they left, and their orange 3—I
uniforms.
The
children were happy. They
were not shocked, they could sleep in, and they understood why they
had to learn what they had to learn, unlike their slave labor at Hope
House, which had given them no explanation as to why they needed it
to survive (if they needed it to survive at all... there was some
sweatshop stuff going on there). Just shocks if they didn't do it.
The
next day, each person lined up and made their way past each "station"
in the mess hall, collecting one thing from each. A plastic or metal
cup, a plastic or metal bowl, a fork, a knife, a spoon, a blanket, a
sheet, a pillow, a towel, a facecloth, a comb, a toothbrush, and a
tube of toothpaste, and a backpack to put it all in, if they didn't
still have the backpack their GED had been in. 3--I members and
students who had been initiated into the 3--I got weapons.
Then
they found homes for all the plates, glasses, glass bowls, vases,
toys, perfumes, jewelry, lampshades, curtains, blinds, extra clocks,
and other unneeded stuff. Extra toothpaste, toothbrushes, towels, and
soap was put in the bathroom, which was now starting to look more
homey what with all the different kinds of shampoo and conditioners
and soap everywhere, and the different colors and designs on the
towels.
The two 3--I mechanics went to work enlarging the toilet stalls and installing bidets in them that they had made themselves in a kiln with the clay from the earth and some taps and piping from the houses they had abandoned. That way they wouldn't have to buy or make toilet paper. Water, however, was free, and the resevoir on the roof of the Lodge was twenty metres deep, fifty metres long, and twenty metres wide.
20
The
house on the same street as Hope House was surrounded by
police.
Jody
began to cry.
Rudy
was already crying, about his dead brother.
"I
hope they didn't find the hiding place," Miriam breathed.
But
then, why were the police leading out two people in handcuffs? One
was a student.
Either
the student hadn't made it to the hiding place, or they had found the
hiding place.
They
were going to get caught anyway. So Laurent shouted: "Paulo!
What happened!"
The
student, Paulo, said "They did a door to door search!"
Miriam
nearly fainted with relief. If the police had found the hiding place,
Paulo would have said so. But Paulo had just been in the house,
without being in the hiding place.
But
then:
"They
got Nikita."
Damn.
Who
was in the hiding place though, if anyone?
There
was no escape, unless they could get to a house the police had
already searched and would not search again. But the only such houses
nearby were houses they were constantly searching, due to them
knowing the students and activists were trapped in that area due to
the road blocks.
"I
want to help you."
Laurent,
Ichabod, Miriam, Rudy, Jody and JoAnn jumped a foot in the air.
"I'm
going to take you to my house and hide you. My wife and I will take
good care of you. All of you."
It
was a policeman who had said that.
He
had recognized that Ichabod was not a cop.
"Alright,
you," he said to Ichabod. "Get in the front with me. The
rest of you pile into the back and we'll go."
And
so they went. The other cops were too busy trying to subdue the angry
civilians who had taken to the street because they had nothing to do
with this dad-blasted breakout scheme, so why were they being
punished?
21
"Have
you ever thought of expanding our population by having children?"
Nicolette, the 3--I member, said.
"Definitely,"
Jeremy said. "There needs to be more different
people
in the world."
"Yeah...
I need some company," a shy girl named Chloe said. "I'm not
good at making friends. I'm anxious. Ever since that first time they
shocked me..."
"Activists,
man!" Marck said. "We need more. So yeah, more kids."
"I
wouldn't be able to look after a normal kid," Lester confessed.
"But if he had Asperger's like me, it'd be easy... I'd
practically be able to read his mind."
"Why
he
and
his
all
the time?" Helen said. "But yeah... we need to make enough
people like us where they won't want to mess with us or the likes of
us."
"I
want someone to love unconditionally," Dannisse said. "If
Dope House taught me one thing, it's that I wasn't treated right, and
I want so badly to see just one person in my world treating someone
else right. I decided that that one person might as well be
me."
"Are
you ready?" Lester asked Dannisse, beaming.
Dannisse
nodded.
After
the meeting, Dannisse and Lester went to the Bunker to have sex in
front of the captive teachers.
Dannisse
and Lester
were open, honest people, after all.
22
Lester
and Dannisse pushed the slop into the last teachers' cell, then
stepped back to watch the teachers' reactions to it.
None
of them even complained any more. And that was saying something, as
the slop was made from food past its due-to-be-thrown-out date ground
up and diluted with water. It was the cheapest way to go for 3--I and
the rescued students, who could barely hunt, gather or shop enough to
feed themselves.
The
teachers drank the slop out of the tin bowls. Drank it right down;
all of it.
One
of them threw up into his bowl, then drank it again. Dannisse
recognized him as Arnold Blum, who had shocked her for tactfully
criticizing Hope House in her essay about the subject. Yes, they had
all been FORCED to write the essays, and say only good about Hope
House. Dannisse had said good things about it, but some bad with it.
She had been a new student at the time though... new and naive,
falling for the lovebombing during her first week until they had
started treating her like swine. If she had been made to write the
essay a week later, she would have had nothing good to say about the
place at all.
Dannisse
had been shocked for telling the truth.
She
had told them about that boy at her residence who had been
electrocuted in the shower, about the boy in her class who had died
in class after being shocked, the girl who had had a seizure after
being shocked in the auditorium for not looking straight ahead at the
guest speaker (a radical vegetarian who had gone on and on about how
all food except green vegetables was evil), about Helen being fined
reward points during math "class" for going to the nurse,
about being shocked herself for dropping her books on the floor once
after tripping on the uneven floor in a hallway.
23
"More
breaking news."
Maggie
leapt out of bed, falling two bunks down to the floor on her ankle,
breaking her ankle, hobbling off at top speed regardless, to the
neighboring lounge.
She
even had the enthusiasm to count thirteen 3--I members and nine
ex-Hope House-students huddled around the television, sitting on the
green rubber couch, standing in the doorways, lying on the floor,
sitting on the tables.
"The
radical activist cult 3--I, or International Incident
Initiators..."
("So
they're calling us a cult now?" a 3--I member named Phoebe
muttered.)
"...have
finally spoken."
There
were gasps. This could not be good. Yes, they had spoken on the
webcam, but that was no secret. Therefore, this must mean that some
of the 3--I members in custody must have finally ratted them
out.
And
then there was a video. A video of a man with scratches on his face,
not to mention a huge gash in his cheek. His cheek looked like it had
been stitched back together with dental floss.
"They're
in the woods," the man (whom the 3—I members in the room
identified as Carlton Quimby) said in a depressed tone. "In a
lodge in the woods."
"NO!"
Jeremy shouted, leaping up and slopping his bowl of ramen noodle soup
all over himself and the floor, the bowl clanging and clattering away
across the floor. Maggie jumped too, and landed on her bad ankle
again, injuring it further.
Sharona,
Phoebe, Dorsey, Christolph, Benjamin, and the other 3--I members
looked like they wanted to do the same thing.
"...a
boathouse and large log cabin in New York State."
"That's
our decoy lodge! Relax!"
"It's
Mileva's grandparents' lodge, and it's empty."
Regardless,
it took about half an hour for everyone to decompress after that,
though in another hour they were laughing about it.
24
Tanya
Turrett was the one that got away.
The
people at the Lodge thought she had been caught, the media and law
enforcement and caught students thought she was at the lodge.
But
Tanya had escaped, dodging from house to house as the police did
their door to door sweep.
Now
the roadblocks were gone, and Tanya was at her grandmother's house in
the country.
"I
can't believe they'd do this to children," Grandma said as she
bustled about rearranging the house for their new plan. "Let me
tell you, my girl, I'll do anything in my power to keep you children
out of there and safe. Mark my words."
"What
can we do?"
"We'll
dig a bunker," Grandpa Turrett said. "We'll hide you all in
there, and we'd better start now, because soon they will recognize
that you are not with them, and they will come here looking for
you."
"That
means we'll have to break them out of wherever they're at now,"
Tanya said.
"I'll
find out where they're keeping them," Grandpa said. "And
then I'll find out which places don't treat them well." He
ushered Tanya and her grandmother outside and headed over to the
bulldozer.
25
"They're
going to eat us out of house and home!" the 3--I member named
Mikelle exclaimed as they watched ten students chowing down around
the table in the kitchen.
"At
least they're not puking it up any more and then needing more,"
Sharona shot back.
Marck
could not control himself. He had lost 300 pounds at Hope House, but
now he had gained back 100 of that, and he had only been here for two
weeks.
"It's
the medications," Dorsey said. "Like for example, Marck is
on Zyprexa. It makes him crave carbohydrates."
"We're
gonna need to find some drug that decreases their appetite, and
fast," a 3--I member named Gwen said. "We only have so
much. I didn't eat at all today, because I had to give my food to a
little girl... poor thing, grossly overweight, but she was
starving."
"For
me it's the anxiety," Dorsey said, stuffing three more cookies
into his mouth at once.
"Dorsey,
you are not
helping
matters," Gwen said in a stern, scolding tone, seeming to
insinuate that Dorsey should have given his food to one of the
students.
"They're
all going to get diabetes," Sharona said. "But what can we
do? We can't shock them whenever they reach for another cookie. That
would be torture."
26
Bang,
bang, bang.
Everyone
in the mess hall looked up. It was coming from downstairs; they could
hear the floor vibrating under their feet.
"Is
that gunshots?" Isis asked, looking up, alarmed.
"It's
just someone slamming the door over and over again," Jeremy
said. "Probly one of the autistic kids."
“Or that OCD guy," Helen said, grinning. "Hey, guys, did you hear of him? That one that wears gloves all the time now? Jason, I think his name is. He washed his hands 85 times, then had to touch the doorknob to get out of the bathroom and then realized he'd have to wash his hands 85 times again, so he got angry and slammed the door 85 times."
But
it wasn't Jason the OCD guy.
Gwen
and Sharona ran outside and down the stairs, then burst into the
girls' dorm to find a bloodied, bruised girl on a top bunk lying
quite still.
It
was the girl who had tried to kill herself in the
bathroom.
Suddenly,
though, she jerked to life, spazzing so badly she and Sharona almost
fell off the top bunk. Finally, they did... onto something
soft.
"AAAAH!"
"SHARONA!"
Gwen shouted.
They
had fallen on another child, the little girl named Dee who hung out
with the seven-year-old boy who had admired Myron, the little boy
Helen had taken to Sharona to tell his story on the webcam.
Gwen
rushed toward them.
Sharona
hurriedly disentangled herself from the suicidal girl and looked up
to see if Dee was okay.
Dee
was laid out on the floor with her neck at a wierd angle.
Her
neck was broken.
"Don't
move, Dee, or you'll break it further... I'm so sorry, honey, it's my
fault, I'm so sorry!" Sharona said. "We'll get help for
you."
But
first, there was the other girl to deal with. She was lying still yet
again, on the floor where they had fallen, next to Dee, who was
screaming and crying in pain while Gwen yelled for someone to come
with morphine and a backboard.
Sharona
looked down at the suicidal girl.
Her
eyes were half closed. Her mouth was half closed. Her hands were half
closed.
She
had no pulse. Wasn't breathing either. Her head was in a
rapidly-growing pool of blood.
Sharona
had rushed to save a sixteen-year-old girl who would have died
anyway, and had broken the neck of a seven-year-old girl in the
process.
NO!
Not true; this couldn't be. Sharona began CPR on the 16-year-old.
27
"That
little girl is lucky I got here the other day, or she woulda been
paralyzed," the doctor said as the pine box containing
16-year-old Alizee Hortensen was dropped with a splash into its grave
next to Myron.
"Ali
was a real good kid," the OCD boy named Jason said as he
polished the stainless steel plaque in his hand with hand sanitizer.
The plaque said "Here lies Alizee Hortensen, free at
last."
"She
never knew freedom," her friend Mo'nique spoke up. "She was
locked up all her life. They even punished her before she got to Hope
House. They called her mentally retarded because she banged her head
against the wall instead of using faster methods of death, because
she was locked up with no weapons... how else COULD she commit
suicide? The being labeled as retarded is what hurt her more than
anything else."
"I
tried to talk to her about it, but she was too traumatized to even
admit it had happened to her," the 3--I doctor went on. "I
feel her death is partially my responsibility because try as I might,
I could not do much to help her. She clearly felt she was still at
Hope House, or rather, just at another place that would punish her.
It was all she ever knew. She could have easily got her hands on a
knife, on medication, on a gun even, but she did not think she could.
She thought this was another lockup. And that is why she suffered so
much before she died."
28
The
one thing Anielka liked about her new placement was that she was
allowed to watch the news live, rather than in taped, censored bits.
She was now on a high security psychiatric ward, along with some of
her friends who had also been caught, but it wasn't as restrictive as
Hope House.
After
the news was over Anielka went back to her room to catch up on the
years of sleep she had missed at Hope House. They had shocked her in
the middle of the night almost every night for snoring, then shocked
her for falling asleep in class in the daytime.
Anielka
woke up to what seemed to be a dream about her friend Tanya Turrett.
Tanya was standing over her. But Tanya hadn't been among Anielka's
friends who had been sent here. She must have been transferred in
just now.
"Hey,
Tanya! When did you get here! When were you transferred in!"
"I
wasn't. I'm here to get you out of here."
"How
the fuck are you gonna do that?"
Then
Anielka heard how. The boy with the low verbal IQ was shouting out in
the dayroom. "NO! NO GO BACK! DON'T WAN GO BACK! NO NO BACK!
NO!"
"We're
not taking you back, silly. Hope House is burned to the ground. We're
taking you somewhere safe."
The
boy didn't seem to understand. He kept shouting, terrified he would
be taken back to Hope House.
Anielka
followed Tanya out into the dayroom to find the staff tied up and
gagged on the floor, and an old man and woman with guns leading the
patients off the unit.
"I'm
kind of sad to leave here," one boy said to the girl next to
him.
"We
can't risk it," another grownup with a gun said. "They
could rebuild Hope House. But if you come with us we promise we will
take you somewhere safe. We know activists. We have connections."
The
staff behind the desk at the mental hospital had not even had time to
call for or summon help. Cornelius, the staff member closest to the
button under the desk that the staff pressed to summon the Special
Teams, had been darted in the hand as the group had come in, two by
two, each pair asking to see a different patient, as patients were
only allowed two visitors at a time. The staff lay on the floor tied
up and gagged, waiting for Housekeeping to come and find them when it
was time to clean the dayroom.
Grandpa
Turrett and Tanya hurried the patients out the back door and across
the parking lot to the school bus they had rented. Grandma Turrett
was waiting behind the wheel.
The
former Hope House students were grinning from ear to ear, excited
about the adventure. And the second chance at escape. They had given
up and decided to simply enjoy their reprieve in the mental hospital
until they were sent to worse institutions or Hope House was rebuilt.
Now, they could not believe their luck!
The
school bus turned off the highway and lumbered along the back road
toward the Turretts' farm. The students were all lost in their own
thoughts, even as they chatted excitedly.
Anielka
wondered where the others were, her friends. Who had been caught and
who was still missing? The police had released the names on huge
posters, but there hadn't been one on the unit. Myron Jeffries had
been mentioned on the news, and she had even SEEN Jeremy and Lester
on the news, on the run, talking to the media via a recorded message.
Of the others, she did not know.
Steffi
Dell had always dreamed of running free in the country and being free
to yell without people calling the cops. She grew more and more
excited as they went further into the country.
Donnie
French, the boy who had thought the Turretts had come to take them
back to Hope House, sensed that this would just make it harder. He
didn't care where they were going. He didn't care if they killed him.
He just wanted away from the torture of Hope House. Hope House for
him had been a place where they wouldn't let him die, and where they
wouldn't let him live either.
Kray
Peters was happy because he doubted there would be structured
schooling there and he would be able to play basketball out in the
country all the time, instead of just as a reward at Hope House. He
could really develop the skill he had, rather than being back at Dope
House always being the fish judged on his ability to climb a tree.
After
the students were safe in the bunker the Turretts had just built
before springing the students, Grandpa Turrett drove the bus back to
the place he had rented it from, while Grandma Turrett drove the
Turretts' car over the tracks the bus had made in the dirt. She did
one side on her way out and the other on her way back. Then she went
to a party store, a pharmacy, and a thrift shop to shop for disguises
for the students.
Wigs,
glasses, contact lenses, prosthetic noses, spray-on tanner, stilts
for the inside of boots, second-hand clothing. The Turretts grew
their own food, so that wasn't an issue. Once the students were
disguised some of them could help Grandma Turrett prepare the food.
She then went to pick up Grandpa Turrett and drove home for the last
time.
Forgetting
for two seconds of what might become of her, Anielka stared at her
reflection in the mirror. Her white skin was now brown. Her blue eyes
were now brown. Her long blonde hair was now black and curly. She no
longer wore the dress and flats she had been wearing when she had
escaped Hope House. She now wore a business suit and Stilettos. And
she would probably gain a few pounds too, what with Grandma Turrett's
cooking.
But
what would they do with the others? Thankfully their neighbors were
miles away, but any police helicopter could swoop in on any large
group of young people at any moment and ask for their ID.
They
needed fake ID.
As
Anielka carried a bucket of strawberries over to the bunker for the
other students, she wondered where she could get it.
"No
prob," Kray said, after Anielka explained the situation. "I'm
in with the in crowd, baby." He jabbed his finger into something
in the palm of his hand. Anielka saw that it was a phone number,
written on his hand.
The
cell phone number of a member of the International Incident
Initiators.
Half
an hour later, Tanya headed out with Grandpa Turrett to a store a few
towns over, to buy a disposable cell phone.
A
few minutes after the cell phone was purchased, the phone rang at the
home of Gwen, one of the International Incident Initiators.
She
wasn't there.
But
the police were.
Gwen
had left her cell phone behind because she didn't know how to turn it
off or disable the tracking system.
A
female officer picked up the phone.
"Hi,"
a boy's voice said from the other end.
The
female officer, Fatima James, did what she had been instructed to do.
Opening her mouth and beginning in Gwen's high-pitched baby voice,
she heard herself say, "Hi, this is Gwen Sebastien. How may I
help you?"
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The
plane was flying low over the camp.
Too
low.
Everyone
was panicking. Could this be a military plane?
A
bipolar 3--I member named Merrie ran outside with her rifle and
started shooting at it.
It
went away.
But
not before its occupants sent the coordinates of the Camp back to the
military.
Immediately,
the 3--I members called everyone to an emergency meeting.
They
ate as much of the perishable food as they could during the meeting,
then loaded the nonperishable food and other essentials, and then
themselves, into the vehicles and drove back into the tunnel.
"Where
should we go?" Maggie asked a 3--I member named Dunstable.
"I
don't know. A few of the 3--I who did not go to Hope House and are
thus not known are going to go and get some disguises for all of you.
Then we can use their vehicles to transport you guys elsewhere. The
Lodge was our headquarters though, so expect to be split up. We don't
have another outpost, unless you count our office building that we
grew out of. At the time we were using it, there were only about 300
of us in the Initiators. Now there are over a thousand. I lost count.
Plus all of you... no way they aren't going to notice a large group
of people living there. We can't disguise it as a telemarketing
company anymore; not with kids and that many people for such a small
building and people banging their heads and yelling."
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Dear
Mr. President,
My
name is Lucas Guidry. I used to go to Hope House. After I graduated,
I served my country in the US Armed Forces. I was shocked when I saw
my school on the news.
Shocked
in a good way.
Then,
within hours, we were called in and once again, I was back at my
school. I didn't want to jeopardize my military career, but when I
saw my old friend who was still there, and she saw me, and we locked
eyes, my conscience took over. I took off my uniform and joined the
crowd. I boarded a bus with my weapons. The bus was full of students
and teachers from Hope House, as well as members of the International
Incident Initiators. I fired out the bus windows and killed three
police officers. I am so sorry I had to do this. I am not writing
this letter to beg your pardon. But had
to are
the operative words here. The children must come first.
We
got caught at the highway, and I had to surrender my weapons or get
killed. We were all split up and it was soon found out who I was and
as of now I write this sitting here on federal death row.
Let
me tell you something else: I have Asperger's Syndrome. It's a mild
or just different form of autism. You recently appointed one of us
"Aspies", Ari Ne'eman, to some council on disabilities, I
believe, and his organization's slogan is Nothing About Us Without
Us. I understand that he is about the rights of us as people as
opposed to the rights of others to force us to conform, keep us at
bay, and/or harm us. That is why I am writing to you... hoping you
can help. Not me... I mean help the students find better
placements.
There
are many Aspies who went to my school, as well as others without the
diagnosis and still others with full-blown autism.
Thank
you in advance for your time.
Sincerely,
Lucas
Yann Guidry
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Merrie
Dufresne sat bound and gagged in an office in the office building,
praying to God that she would be allowed to choose the method of her
execution.
That
poem kept running through her head. The one that went "Razors
pain you, rivers are damp. Acids strain you, drugs cause cramp. Guns
aren`t lawful, nooses give, gas smells awful, you might as well
live."
Merrie
didn`t like the idea of a gun either. She hated blood.
The
only thing she could do (and she prayed for a chance to do it) would
be to escape from the 3--I, turn herself in to the police, and give
up the names and locations of her friends, in exchange for her own
life.
Merrie
was bound with tape and gagged with this ball-with-a-hole-in-it
thing. If only she could just un-gag herself, then she could bite her
way through the tape on her legs, at least. Her arms were bound
behind her back. Even better, if she could force her way through the
tape first.
The
door opened. Merrie expected to see her friends from the 3--I, or the
leaders, but instead she found herself staring at a group of students
she had helped rescue from Hope House.
"They`re
going to behead you," the girl named Aelis said. “But I want
to help you. I`m bipolar too, and have made worse mistakes than you
have. I think your friends are hypocrites. I want to save you like
you saved me. And I think I know how."
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The
government had made deals with the 3--I... but they were rubbish
deals.
Some
involved turning in some ex-students for the guaranteed freedom of
the others. Some involved returning all the teachers in exchange for
all the students` freedom if, and only if, 3--I disbanded and lived
across the fifty states instead of all together. Others involved
returning all the teachers and students in exchange for the freedom
of the 3--I members.
The
3--I was buying none of it.
They
were going to do this thing properly. And if they could help it, no
3--I member or ex Hope House student was going to get hurt
again.
That
was why they were still in hiding. That was why they were spread out
in hiding between Grandpa Turrett`s farm, the old office building,
and an old warehouse they had just bought.
That was why they had started this whole damn group in the first
place, and come to rescue the students from Hope House.
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“In Massachusetts, there are about twenty Hope Houses.”
Anielka looked up from the cot she had been laying on in the holding cell. Tanya had a knack for getting crowds to listen. Before they had been caught, Tanya had done research on her grandparents' computer and found places just as bad as Hope House.
“At the Calm Compound, Lawrence Hughes was restrained with a staff member sitting on his head. Why? He was blowing bubbles with his milk.”
“You'd better not be trying to tell me we were lucky at Dope House,” fellow student Delia Hanes said.
“That sounds like Dope House to me,” Kray said from where he was standing up on the bars, peering through to try and hear what the circle of cops below him was talking about. Kray continued: “We don't need telling that Dope House was bad. Even if some of us are brainwashed, I sure ain't. I don't need no telling.”
“Shut up, Kray,” another boy said. “It's your fault we're in here. You thought you knew what you were doing when you called the cops thinking it was Gwen's number. So if you think I'll be believin' you after this, you're DREAMING, homeboy.”
“I didn't call no cops!” Kray shouted. Some of the cops outside the cell yelled at him to keep it down and moved away. “I was calling Gwen's number!”
“Are you stupid or something? The cops answered instead of Gwen and you never thought of that!”
“Did you?”
“That ain't the point. You think people should listen to you because you's so damn smart. That's the point. Do I think people should listen to me? No, I don't.”
“You sure are now.”
Kray opened his mouth to add something else, but not before the other boy, Gage, pulled him down, causing him to fall on his head and split it open.
They yelled, and yelled, and Gage kept kicking and punching until he wasn't even aware he was kicking and punching any more. The next thing he knew he was in solitary. He looked out the window in the door in time to see them carrying something covered completely in a blanket out the door. There was blood dripping from it, or rather, running off it.
To be continued
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